Tango

I feel like I've been dancing the tango.
He moves forward and I move back.
Then I move forward then he moves back.

He's sweet one day and passive the next.
While I continue to dance around him.
Sometimes he pays close attention and sometimes he doesn't.

I try to keep still.
I try to enjoy the space between.
I try to restrain myself.

I'm not one who follows the rules.
And I'm tired of the drama.
Should I stop dancing?